Things I’m doing right now:

pretending to study partial derivatives for my calc III final tomorrow and taking pictures of the NYC sky outside the windows in Shirley’s Gramercy dorm. also google searching interviews with this lady and trying to find new inspiration by clicking around the internetz and also researching transfer requirements for the schools I want to go to and realizing I need a break from NYC but it will always be the place I’m trying to find my way back to

holy shit I’m on the verge of doing something that might not make me want to kill myself everyday of the week and that is a scary and ridiculous feeling, so near to grasp yet so far away and I’m the only one that can do anything about it

Also, Heechul. 

And A-Yo by SHINee

And I really want to chop my hair off like RIGHT NOW